Sometimes I want to go out.
Like dance with people, have a bit of drinks out. Not get drunk, that’s eeehhh.
Like get out of my stressful routine out.
Just with my friends and stuff.
But usually either my parents won’t allow me, or my friends’ schedule clashes, or they don’t want to go out, or they’re not allowed. Including my boyfriend.
He hates that environment but sometimes I want to go out out with him but he doesn’t want to so I don’t force him to.
Not gonna do anything suss though. I really am not that type of person.
Like socialise with people sort of thing as well.
Be my friends’ wingman if they want me to hahaha. :P
Dance the night away. Man I miss those a bit. I can’t dance for shit but it’s like a nice release of energy. Sometimes it’s sort of rejuvenating.
It’s not like I need to do it every weekend, but once in a while, I think it’s just a nice escape.
Well I think I’d rather have a house party, or like a private room if anything, cause I’ll invite my friends, plus 99.9% no creeps to deal with.
But nah I don’t think my parents will allow me to do that even if I turn 21.
I just one night. UGHUHGUHGUHGUHGU then I’ll probably get over it and stay that way for months. LOL.